Commonplace 207 George & His Brother, William. PART ONE.
September 15th is
William Gissing's birthday. Happy Birthday, Will. click
William aged about 18 |
William wrote long letters to George when the latter was exiled in America. The one he sent on October 29th 1876, gives us some good clues into this pleasant young man's inner workings. He gave George news that he had found digs in the Lancashire village of Withington click within easy travelling distance of Manchester; he lodged with the Clark family, a father and daughter, and one other lodger. He describes it as: we all live together like one family. They are very kind & I am extremely comfortable - which is a very William statement as he is eternally optimistic and a glass half full sort of a chap (unlike you know who!). Even disappointment from the lack of access to the piano (the room where it is situated is let to a German chap) is smoothed over, and he mentions he doesn't over-practise his violin so as not to disturb the neighbours - Of course, I do not think the violin squeaky or disagreeable, but it may be a matter of opinion. His lodgings was in St Paul's Place which was probably very close to the church click and which housed a very good organ he might have been interested to hear - it had been recommended as 'an excellent instrument' by no less than Felix Mendelssohn, the composer.
St Paul's church, Withington, built in 1841. With organ recommended by Mendelssohn. |
Sir Galahad With An Angel by Sir Joseph Noel Paton c 1888 |
William was a proud
chap who would have been deeply wounded by the blot on the Gissings' good name
brought about by his older brother's prison term, following those thefts at
Owens College. He might well have considered he had something to prove above and
beyond the usual round of life's achievements, and so working in a bank - which
paid him about 16/6d a week - might have seemed like a respectable future. But the meagre pay did not cover his basic expenses - his lodgings (more or less all in) was 18/- a week - and so he needed
financial support from his mother. This was not an atypical situation as many young men had to start at the very bottom and hope their drive and dedication would be recognised in pay rises and promotions. Besides, William had plans to supplement his wages
with some part-time music teaching. Contrast this with George's attitude to how
to solve a problem like being strapped for cash! How long would he have lasted
in a bank before dipping his hand in the till!! But, William was a different
kettle of fish altogether - from his money-making schemes, you will appreciate
how responsible William was, and how diligent in his desire to be independent
whilst remaining honest.
Victory by Sir Frank Dicksee c1890 |
Unlike George, he
speaks of wanting to make friends with his fellow-lodgers; he felt lonely at times
- the close bonds of the ready-made social group at school was gone, and he
missed the company: At present I see no
chance to get to know any more people than I do now for I go through precisely
the same routine day after day. At 17, this must have been hard to bear,
especially if nothing was looming on the horizon, fun-wise, because William was
sociable in ways George was not; it also meant his potential for recruiting
pupils for his teaching would be limited.
One of William's
great disappointments must have been the lack of exposure to music tuition in
his very young years - he always felt behind in terms of technique, which he
knew has to be hard-wired in childhood in order to be intuitive and truly accomplished. He seems to have discovered his talent for the piano at school, where he often played for the assembled boys. But he was a worker (unlike George!) who did not think the world owed him a living (unlike George), someone who expected his efforts would one day pay dividends.
From references he makes in
the Letters to his working conditions, the long hours, the responsibility of
the work, it's clear the role did not accurately represent his personal
qualities or his need for a creative outlet. But, he was not a quitter and this
courageous and dutiful young man, who did not complain much about his lot,
looked to the future to make things right for all his hard work. However, he
knew that progress through the ranks at the bank were unlikely - again, it was
'who you know' not 'what you know' (which makes a nonsense of thinking
meritocracy actually works!). Indeed, William says 'excellence goes for nothing, or very little, perseverance and patience
are all that is required. I am already getting up my name for a hard worker (unlike you know who!) & that is a good point gained. But, an advantage to
this job was that it provided him with the certainty that, being trusted with
other people's money, he was absolved of any larcenous taint (unlike you know
who!), and so it might have been a good idea to stick it out. He was given a raise in salary (a stunning
£5 per annum!) quite quickly, mainly because of his diligence and willingness
to apply himself to any task with good nature and perseverance - Smiles was right, after all.
Portrait of Beethoven by Andy Warhol 1987 |
When his health began to
deteriorate, and the true seriousness of his situation became clear, William
seems to become more mature and determined. Too ill to work in a bank, he took
up teaching music, but there was a very small gene pool of would-be pupils, and
he could not make a living at it. He tried to make a place for himself playing
the organ in churches, but a combination of croneyism and lack of 'who you know' contacts finished that dream. It's interesting to note he never went home to Wakefield to find work
- perhaps the shame he felt at his brother's disgrace kept him in Lancashire,
and safely away from gossip. It would have been easy for Will to go back there
- he would have had the support of his family and the benefit of free nursing
care - but he heroically struggled on, not wanting to give anyone any trouble
and not wanting to be a burden, and, whilst keeping himself independent, trying
to live some sort of an ordinary life. When 'heroism' is linked to the Gissing
name, it is William who should be so honoured.
He seems to have
been a real gem of a youth, the sort of lad you could bring home to your mother
without fear he would let you down, and the sort any mother would encourage a
daughter to favour. He was only 17 when he wrote this to George (January 17th
1877):
I
am very glad you are settled now, though I hardly expected from your previous
letter that it would be as a master; nevertheless I am very glad to hear it, as
there seems something in the quiet routine of teaching which is very pleasing -
having none of that hardening influence which business has & which even I,
I fear, begin to feel already, for ordinary business can produce very little
satisfaction, generally having only, for its foundation, that mean money-making
spirit which is the bane of the world - no music, no poetry, no love in it,
only one everlasting stubborn fight...
JOIN ME IN PART TWO
FOR A LOOK AT WILLIAM'S AFFECTION FOR GEORGE'S FIRST WIFE, MARIANNE AKA NELL.
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